A Hypocritical Getaway

Another deep breath

And you exhale the pain

The sorrows and miseries from your heart

Is it just a let out?

So momentary

So temporary

So little

Nothing real

Hash it again to hash away those bitter tears

Another deep breath

Into your head it goes

In search of more pain

To liberate you from this hell that you’re living

You stop to think

Your thought broken by your diminishing aid

Wishing it could stay with you longer

Hash it one more time to hash all those reminiscences

All that was good and all that was bad

All that you ever wanted

All that you never wanted

All you see is all you have

Take another look at it and you see it shrink

Fearing the worst you take another quick drag

And now it’s all over

For you and for it

You throw it away and with it your charm

Now you think it’s all over

As you get back to yourself

Another clean breath

Everything comes back again

All those tears ever shed

All those words ever shed

One more breath

And you are sad again